tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post5668788891062176654..comments2023-07-26T08:13:35.753-07:00Comments on Lotta's place: cancer updateLotta Khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-69984072857632894822008-12-28T22:42:00.000-08:002008-12-28T22:42:00.000-08:00Tack Ing! Kram tillbaka! Jag läste dina nyårslöfte...Tack Ing! Kram tillbaka! Jag läste dina nyårslöften och blev inspirerad. 2009, best year yet. !!Lotta Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-3165152186243976742008-12-25T12:09:00.000-08:002008-12-25T12:09:00.000-08:00Det är väl alldeles fantastiskt, att du kunde vara...Det är väl alldeles fantastiskt, att du kunde vara så stark när du verkligen behövde vara det. Nu, när du fått något slags lugn i ditt liv igen, är det nog skönt att du tillåter dig att inte vara det. En stor julkram till dig, Lotta, var rädd om dig. Och vad härligt att du är ute och hikar igen!Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15742016686872582559noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-70936256595958995192008-12-23T10:29:00.000-08:002008-12-23T10:29:00.000-08:00Tack Petra. Det är så underligt när man går igenom...Tack Petra. Det är så underligt när man går igenom något stort, och reaktionen kommer efteråt. Aldrig att man lär sig... <BR/><BR/>Visst var det kul att träffas! Hoppas ni får en riktigt bra jul, feliz navidad till O! hahaha jag såg just ert pepparkakshus, min favorit är de fyra m&m-en!!Lotta Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-28801237177747468592008-12-23T09:20:00.000-08:002008-12-23T09:20:00.000-08:00Åh Lotta, jag tycker absolut att du har rätt att v...Åh Lotta, jag tycker absolut att du har rätt att vara trött på att vara stark. Jag är imponerad över hur positivt du har sett på din sjukdom och situation under det här tuffa året och du förtjänar verkligen att slappna av nu. <BR/>GOD JUL och hoppas att 2009 blir ett super år!!<BR/>Stor kram!<BR/>PS Jag är så glad att du tog dig tid att träffa O och mig i vintras - jag tänker ofta på vår improviserade lilla picknickfika vid fontänen på Stanford!Petchie75https://www.blogger.com/profile/03751664100920187233noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-17074294399699759202008-12-21T11:20:00.000-08:002008-12-21T11:20:00.000-08:00hm. lkhm. lkLotta Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-61771869896906352962008-12-20T20:15:00.000-08:002008-12-20T20:15:00.000-08:00the body, you have won. that's science. the life,...the body, you have won. that's science. the life, you have won as well. that's all you. bkAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-30355765540439874942008-12-20T19:50:00.000-08:002008-12-20T19:50:00.000-08:00Hi Cecilia! Thank you! All the same to you, and yo...Hi Cecilia! Thank you! All the same to you, and your pretty family!<BR/><BR/>Babs, you are right about the door, and the terrifying thought. But I don't know if there is a difference between cancer taking over my life, or my body? My head starts spinning every time I try to figure it out. It feels as if it's the same thing. Then again to a science minded doctor it might not be the same thing.Lotta Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-78898231779173444522008-12-20T18:24:00.000-08:002008-12-20T18:24:00.000-08:00i think "weary" is a better word than tired, and i...i think "weary" is a better word than tired, and i think you are weary from having held a demon at bay for almost a year. It was almost as if you were throwing your weight against a steel-door to keep the bad guy out. The demon wasn't cancer; it was the terrifying thought that if you weren't vigilant, cancer would take over your life.<BR/><BR/>Now that you know it didn't, you can relax ... and surrender to the exhaustion of having fought the good fight (pardon the cliche) on many levels. And won. <BR/><BR/>You might give yourself a pat on the back as well. :) babsieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-3045214097938054842008-12-20T17:11:00.000-08:002008-12-20T17:11:00.000-08:00You have been through a lot, and you are very righ...You have been through a lot, and you are very right: why anyone? It doesn't feel fair.<BR/>I wish you a very good, relaxed, beautiful 2009 - and every year after that too!!!<BR/><BR/>Lot's of love from SF!ceciliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09948736380910120238noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-76828557592486410502008-12-19T11:16:00.000-08:002008-12-19T11:16:00.000-08:00Barbro, I am so sorry for your loss. You are right...Barbro, I am so sorry for your loss. You are right, 'living with' is the key. I guess as humans we always want the security of stability... But the truth is that life changes. On the other hand, in some ways we stay the same too, right? I mean just because we have cancer cancer patients are not all that we are. Like that commercial says, "I have cancer but cancer does not have me." It's about finding a new balance, I guess. Thanks for commenting, Barbro. I am glad you read my blog! Happy recovering, and happy holidays!<BR/><BR/>LottaLotta Khttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17241784939983338833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21283578.post-38333038532487040102008-12-19T05:59:00.000-08:002008-12-19T05:59:00.000-08:00Lotta,Jag laeser din blogg varje dag. Den aer saa...Lotta,<BR/>Jag laeser din blogg varje dag. Den aer saa jordnaera. <BR/>Jag avskyr dessa bokstaever!! Byter till engelska: I was diagnosed with breast cancer in March, and is now fully recovered?! It's like being a recovering alcoholic, you keep recovering, but you are never quite there. I even had to forego my yearly visit to Finland (finlandssvensk). My son died two years ago and from then on I have "learned to live with it" - same with cancer scares; you never get over it, but you learn to live with it. Take care.<BR/>And have a realxing Christmas.<BR/>BarbroBarbrohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06447512616047604179noreply@blogger.com